12/20/2018

WINTER SOLSTICE




Winter solstice

in the bright sunlight and the clear desert sky

with no clouds for the sky to paint

save for the water coloring on the mountains

as the sun flows across the landscape

shadowing the cactus making spots

and the leopard that runs across the sands

towards the snow peaks towards the glow

and disappears in light

a brightness running to cover

and blanket twilight with music lights

stars patient in their watch for the moon

stars moving in that slow dance

that feels like love


A. MENDOZA, 12-2018





WINTER SOLSTICE




Winter solstice

in the bright sunlight and the clear desert sky

with no clouds for the sky to paint

save for the water coloring on the mountains

as the sun flows across the landscape

shadowing the cactus making spots

and the leopard that runs across the sands

towards the snow peaks towards the glow

and disappears in light

a brightness running to cover

and blanket twilight with music lights

stars patient in their watch for the moon

stars moving in that slow dance

that feels like love


A. MENDOZA, 12-2018





12/04/2018

UNSEEN

The 2 Not 1


unseen

to believe the lies
and not see the lies that are
a conviction by convention

no longer and no shorter
than desire
that want unseen

as it presents loudly enough
the present
a conviction by belief

no longer by desire
like a coin
two sides

and an edge
flip it and catch
open and reveal

everything but the edge
that thing that cuts
loudly it presents

no longer no shorter
a lie of desire
and an unseen self

A. Mendoza 12/2018






UNSEEN


unseen

to believe the lies
and not see the lies that are
a conviction by convention

no longer and no shorter
than desire
that want unseen

as it presents loudly enough
the present
a conviction by belief

no longer by desire
like a coin
two sides

and an edge
flip it and catch
open and reveal

everything but the edge
that thing that cuts
loudly it presents

no longer no shorter
a lie of desire
and an unseen self

A. Mendoza 12/2018






11/23/2018

ZEN IN THE CITY


ZEN IN THE CITY

standing over a microwave
as watch over a coffeepot
the third feast all mine

a chill of fall
awaiting winter
in the warmth

clear to cold
as bright to ice
the movement underneath

in the stillness
a sigh
amazement

the steam floats
in the quiet wrap
air and water listen

sound becomes
a drone rhythm
where the music fills

instead of self
 truly hear
when silence speaks

warmth that wraps
floating like silence
in a sigh of amazement

in the clear cold and the bright ice
where there is air and water
instead of self

A. MENDOZA, NOVEMBER, 2018







ZEN IN THE CITY


ZEN IN THE CITY

standing over a microwave
as watch over a coffeepot
the third feast all mine

a chill of fall
awaiting winter
in the warmth

clear to cold
as bright to ice
the movement underneath

in the stillness
a sigh
amazement

the steam floats
in the quiet wrap
air and water listen

sound becomes
a drone rhythm
where the music fills

instead of self
 truly hear
when silence speaks

warmth that wraps
floating like silence
in a sigh of amazement

in the clear cold and the bright ice
where there is air and water
instead of self

A. MENDOZA, NOVEMBER, 2018







11/21/2018

STEPS






STEPS

the Lord loves
doesn't command
he doesn't need to

to hear a command
to search for lie
to search for the evil one

order is not command
truth is not command
strength is not command

love is order
love is truth
love is strength

you can lie in a command
and cannot in love

in your freewill you can search
in love you find

love is the command
that you don’t have to search
that you can hear
above the noise of a lie

come to love
find strength

live in love
know truth

find the steps
and the order they fall

in not command
in a search
in love hear
how the Lord loves

A. MENDOZA, November 2018






STEPS






STEPS

the Lord loves
doesn't command
he doesn't need to

to hear a command
to search for lie
to search for the evil one

order is not command
truth is not command
strength is not command

love is order
love is truth
love is strength

you can lie in a command
and cannot in love

in your freewill you can search
in love you find

love is the command
that you don’t have to search
that you can hear
above the noise of a lie

come to love
find strength

live in love
know truth

find the steps
and the order they fall

in not command
in a search
in love hear
how the Lord loves

A. MENDOZA, November 2018






11/05/2018

a page


The page and I exchange places
an allegory of a dream
twinned mirrors
ordinal directions

coordinating a dance
as gentle as matched silks
fragrant as honeysuckle
a floating scent

rippling across the breeze
ordinal mirrors
a dream dance
a page

exchanging places
to match the silks
twinned mirrors
fragrant dreams

of ordinal directions
the allegory of a page
that exchange places
in the self

twinned mirrors

A. MENDOZA, 11-5-2018






a page


The page and I exchange places
an allegory of a dream
twinned mirrors
ordinal directions

coordinating a dance
as gentle as matched silks
fragrant as honeysuckle
a floating scent

rippling across the breeze
ordinal mirrors
a dream dance
a page

exchanging places
to match the silks
twinned mirrors
fragrant dreams

of ordinal directions
the allegory of a page
that exchange places
in the self

twinned mirrors

A. MENDOZA, 11-5-2018