Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

10/25/2019

Oomm-lette



Oomm-lette


in the meditation of words
 the joy of cooking
as even a clumsy cook knows
you have to breaks eggs
those magic vessels so compleat in their shells

words contained whole
that beg to be broken
those syllables to make sounds for the mind
and become food for the soul

 music when baked or steamed
or grilled in a broiler
not to be touched awaiting the moment
as the mad man waits for words
the anticipation of flavours

A. Mendoza, October 2019




9/19/2019

MUSIC


MUSIC


the bemusement in the eyes

and the pain as the witness

repressed emotions boil over

heated by shame


fuel of memories love

when I was called a good man

when I was told I was loved

completeness that smile,  that joy


now stoked by humiliation

until those embers become ashes

like the ashes of the loved

the bemusement as wind


to witness in horror

how casual that dismissal

of such treasures

by a single breeze


now only a convenience

and casual enjoyment

where once the soul

recited that music


A. Mendoza, 2019








12/31/2017

THE EVE


THE EVE


sleeping by evening
up by AM
busy at PM

eating at evening
night reserved to watch
and see the sunrise

to witness night to day
living for the moments
of sunsets

the builder knew what he was doing
now following the ARK
and witnessing the dome
moving at the speed of eternity
catching every moment from the speed of light

in stillness
realizing
the Earth does revolve around us
and so do the stars
so many stars revolving around eternity
what does eternity revolve around?

And the moments
of sunset
waiting for the dome
of night
just to see
a sunrise
today
the Eve
12-31

A. Mendoza, 2017



THE EVE


THE EVE


sleeping by evening
up by AM
busy at PM

eating at evening
night reserved to watch
and see the sunrise

to witness night to day
living for the moments
of sunsets

the builder knew what he was doing
now following the ARK
and witnessing the dome
moving at the speed of eternity
catching every moment from the speed of light

in stillness
realizing
the Earth does revolve around us
and so do the stars
so many stars revolving around eternity
what does eternity revolve around?

And the moments
of sunset
waiting for the dome
of night
just to see
a sunrise
today
the Eve
12-31

A. Mendoza, 2017



12/07/2016

THE GIFT

 

THE GIFT

 

she left her image behind 
what i found
was her likeness of me
i the mere reflection
and no longer near

tandem incomplete
reading as a gift
a single poetic
the two little books
new pictures for the mind

gentle Hafiz
damaged Kerouac
pained by the obvious
that they can touch

cupped offerings
needing pails
gentle Kerouac
damaged Hafiz
overflows



A. MENDOZA, 2016

 

THE GIFT

 

THE GIFT

 

she left her image behind 
what i found
was her likeness of me
i the mere reflection
and no longer near

tandem incomplete
reading as a gift
a single poetic
the two little books
new pictures for the mind

gentle Hafiz
damaged Kerouac
pained by the obvious
that they can touch

cupped offerings
needing pails
gentle Kerouac
damaged Hafiz
overflows



A. MENDOZA, 2016

 

12/03/2016

BREATH

BREATH



motioned by music
they were all beautiful
they all still are
only one is were

alive motions
all still beautiful

their very breath
is the breathing

music by motion
that very beautiful
alive music

A MENDOZA, 2016




DESTROYED

DESTROYED


I LIKE WRITING WITH PEN AND PAPER

WITH MY DESTROYED HAND

NOT WITH THE OTHER SET

SO UNTRAINED

THE WORK FAILS

FIGHTING DESTRUCTION

UNTRAINED

MISSES THE POINT

WHEN EVEN THE DESTROYED

WORKS

A. MENDOZA, 2016



DESTROYED

DESTROYED


I LIKE WRITING WITH PEN AND PAPER

WITH MY DESTROYED HAND

NOT WITH THE OTHER SET

SO UNTRAINED

THE WORK FAILS

FIGHTING DESTRUCTION

UNTRAINED

MISSES THE POINT

WHEN EVEN THE DESTROYED

WORKS

A. MENDOZA, 2016



BREATH

BREATH



motioned by music
they were all beautiful
they all still are
only one is were

alive motions
all still beautiful

their very breath
is the breathing

music by motion
that very beautiful
alive music

A MENDOZA, 2016




JOY

JOY


amused by my confusion
confused by her amusement
agape wonder

too overwhelmed
to even lust
confused amazement

joy

let no amusement
go unconfused

A.MENDOZA



JOY

JOY


amused by my confusion
confused by her amusement
agape wonder

too overwhelmed
to even lust
confused amazement

joy

let no amusement
go unconfused

A.MENDOZA



12/02/2016

Haiku "Patio"

 PATIO


dots dimpled water
skated by dragonfly toes
dining in winter

popping corn buttered
a December golden night
the fire makes music

season's open boil
the glow, the coals so gentle
no crackle, no flame quiet

A. MENDOZA, 2016



Haiku "Patio"

 PATIO


dots dimpled water
skated by dragonfly toes
dining in winter

popping corn buttered
a December golden night
the fire makes music

season's open boil
the glow, the coals so gentle
no crackle, no flame quiet

A. MENDOZA, 2016



A TRAIN TO LOS LANCASTER


 TRAIN TO LOS LANCASTER



a minstrel mockingbird's
voice is false

poetic parrots
imagine not a stanza

spinning spiders can walk in straight lines
suspending acrobatic

drowning fish will not come up for air
never needing to be saved

working unnaturally makes cooking
a twist of good meals

often planned
trips are trained
a train is planned
set in steel

chosen path
steel rail nailed
on a wood cross

eternal never tiring wheel
the steel tire
in their best attire
new or used

moving shadows
rolling pictures
patient in curve
patient in movement

depending on new or used tires
circles eternal
direction to next direct moment
steel new or used

preordained paths for each rail
sometimes new sometimes used
iron rails on the cross of wood
nails, spikes mark the path

some times harder to follow a road
when it's easier to walk a path
hunched over in bad sleep
with floppy crushed lungs

eyes down and intense
suffocating in the mist of all that free air
like dying of thirst on the sea

to choke in the thing that is the most free
a pointless enslavement of self
for nothing
what irony

just to wind up with nothing
never knowing why
on iron nails on wood cross
an unplanned trip that's trained

what irony
to find guide posts
when many a paths' roads
are a surprise

A. MENDOZA, 2016




BETWEEN AUTUMN AND WINTER



BETWEEN AUTUMN AND WINTER


many words for single thoughts
too many thoughts for single words
not enough for silent moments

soon December falls
like snow gentle and autumn like
as soft as the breeze whispers

a single moment
a single word for too many thoughts
not enough single moments

a winter moment
fills itself like a snow gentle
the breeze whispers

life like are the whispers
words that you've always wanted to hear
that you've always wanted to touch

never enough words
never enough thoughts
never enough silent Autumn

enough silence
to speak words
whispering snow now speaks

autumn like winter
falls in a gentle night
like a silence snow speaks

too many words
for a single thought
a breeze whispers
moments

A. MENDOZA, 2016


BETWEEN AUTUMN AND WINTER



BETWEEN AUTUMN AND WINTER


many words for single thoughts
too many thoughts for single words
not enough for silent moments

soon December falls
like snow gentle and autumn like
as soft as the breeze whispers

a single moment
a single word for too many thoughts
not enough single moments

a winter moment
fills itself like a snow gentle
the breeze whispers

life like are the whispers
words that you've always wanted to hear
that you've always wanted to touch

never enough words
never enough thoughts
never enough silent Autumn

enough silence
to speak words
whispering snow now speaks

autumn like winter
falls in a gentle night
like a silence snow speaks

too many words
for a single thought
a breeze whispers
moments

A. MENDOZA, 2016


A TRAIN TO LOS LANCASTER


 TRAIN TO LOS LANCASTER



a minstrel mockingbird's
voice is false

poetic parrots
imagine not a stanza

spinning spiders can walk in straight lines
suspending acrobatic

drowning fish will not come up for air
never needing to be saved

working unnaturally makes cooking
a twist of good meals

often planned
trips are trained
a train is planned
set in steel

chosen path
steel rail nailed
on a wood cross

eternal never tiring wheel
the steel tire
in their best attire
new or used

moving shadows
rolling pictures
patient in curve
patient in movement

depending on new or used tires
circles eternal
direction to next direct moment
steel new or used

preordained paths for each rail
sometimes new sometimes used
iron rails on the cross of wood
nails, spikes mark the path

some times harder to follow a road
when it's easier to walk a path
hunched over in bad sleep
with floppy crushed lungs

eyes down and intense
suffocating in the mist of all that free air
like dying of thirst on the sea

to choke in the thing that is the most free
a pointless enslavement of self
for nothing
what irony

just to wind up with nothing
never knowing why
on iron nails on wood cross
an unplanned trip that's trained

what irony
to find guide posts
when many a paths' roads
are a surprise

A. MENDOZA, 2016




SOMETHING

SOMETHING




often what is learned
comes from what is unknown
a non-learned
not knowing
blissful ignorance
what a walk
to step out of reality

to an unheard music
cannot dance
trapped and frozen
without direction
to no rhythm

no steps to take for steps to make
a paralyzed body
barely breathing
learning to dance is difficult
when you cannot walk

is it deafness
is it ignorance
when you cannot hear rhythm
such is the unreality
of direction

no steps to take 
no steps to make
a paralyzed body
barely breathing
can the unlearned
become the unknown

is the not knowing
a blissful ignorance
outside of reality
heard music
traps rhythm

even a paralyzed body
will breath
to its own beat

the death of ignorance
becomes the death of deafness
you cannot trap and freeze
heard music


somethings outside of reality
somethings blissful ignorance
somethings trapped
somethings frozen
somethings not learned
somethings barely breathing
somethings without music
somethings that are us
will dance



A. MENDOZA, 2016


SOMETHING

SOMETHING




often what is learned
comes from what is unknown
a non-learned
not knowing
blissful ignorance
what a walk
to step out of reality

to an unheard music
cannot dance
trapped and frozen
without direction
to no rhythm

no steps to take for steps to make
a paralyzed body
barely breathing
learning to dance is difficult
when you cannot walk

is it deafness
is it ignorance
when you cannot hear rhythm
such is the unreality
of direction

no steps to take 
no steps to make
a paralyzed body
barely breathing
can the unlearned
become the unknown

is the not knowing
a blissful ignorance
outside of reality
heard music
traps rhythm

even a paralyzed body
will breath
to its own beat

the death of ignorance
becomes the death of deafness
you cannot trap and freeze
heard music


somethings outside of reality
somethings blissful ignorance
somethings trapped
somethings frozen
somethings not learned
somethings barely breathing
somethings without music
somethings that are us
will dance



A. MENDOZA, 2016